music+passion=love

something's burning

deep in my veins

and it's coursing along

but I'm not afraid

of these changes

these withholdings

as you draw me closer to you

with every throbbing, aching,

my heart grows warmer

from every touch, every hint of love,

as you make me laugh, cry, and smile,

for some reason I'm diving in again

giving this another try, even after the last time,

I feel like this is it, claiming the win,

bidding at ...

my heart troubles me

with this sort of burden and despair

but oh quiet soul about things

that bother  me so

it should not be this way

why must I sit in such dismay

watching life pass by day by day

the sun rises, the sun sets,

and still I am the same.

listening to these beating hearts

as though we have not played this same game

where shall I go when I need to talk

a peaceful walk with the one I love

hand i...

here, here in this private part of my heart,

I pour out my feelings, my emotions,

I mourn from the deepest part of my soul

crying for yesterday, longing for the ending of this day,

in hopes that tomorrow will be better,

I pray I find what I was always looking for,

'cause it never seems to find me,

endless searching, empty meanings,

what am I even living for,

it's time to shake the hurt away,

go out on the town,

bring the world...

can't erase this. I need sleep until then.

I require rest. and all the while,

you are more than enough for me.

climb above, break the barriers down.

rebuild, to start, again.

caress the softest, live down the nasty rumors,

they all stare, but who cares, as they cast glances

upon the broken, with them there is judgment, right and wrong,

we all have fallen helpless, in search of a deeper meaning of love,

leave. bring me happiness.torment sorrow. I won't go down.

dig a deep sense of overwhelming power, release, relax. soon to be tomorrow.

survive on my own. not completely alone. I can hear you whispering.

can't slow down the pace. heading for destruction of self.

can't relive today without regrets. this too shall soon pass.

joy remains. turn sadness into greatness. you do exist. although some can't see it,

inherit genes you disgust, can't disguise the missi...

sweet brown eyes,

she hides when she cries.

won't let her tears hit the ground

she despises, laying on the floor, face down,

screaming, bleeding, what has lust done,

no where near what love can become,

time and time, left to clean her own mess,

no more beginnings, better start a perfect ending,

this unwilling desire to be more than who you are.

tainted. swallowed. stare into the desolate.

 find nothing again, just like the fir...

emptied ties

severed souls

endless goodbyes

no one longs for these things to happen

love is smothered, taken for granted

remorse so lingers way too long

I have to forget, this needs to be gone

beating in my chest, my heart thuds so loud,

fluttereing at the faintest sound,

of your voice, your words, choking in midair,

you wouldn't starve this affection, would you dare,

taint this pure soul and dangle the perfection,

...

falling into a deep nightmare

I awaken to the sound, the sound of

something so beautiful I could never speak it

only dreaming would have me realize what it was

knowing what I know when I sleep

finding you somewhere in my state of unconsciousness

this lovely, pure beginning has my bones aching

straining every muscle in my being to reach you

you seem so far away but yet you're so close I could touch you

looking upon this beauty in front of ...

a friend once told me to close my eyes and think of the one thing that made me happy. then he told me to think of a place I loved to be and to meditate on me being there doing what I loved. after leaving this place and opening my eyes, he looked at me and said and that's the one moment, one thing, that no one can ever take from you.. He was right. he always will be. I don't think he will ever know how much of an impact he made in my life. it's funny how no matter what people do and go through...

requainted stranger

beloved one

arise in a cloud

of smoke

and strain my eyes from the sun

come from within

both wishing, hoping

for the best

rocking back and forth

smaller inside

spotless mind

selfless act of faith

it only took one time

messed up so much

can't make up the loss

taking action

sitting, settling, sinking,

plunge further

into the abyss

swim or drown

...