music+passion=love

sick cycle

over and over again

we cry, we fight,

we sleep,

we wake,

forgetting everything

all the bad,

only remembering

the good 

of yesterday

so just close your eyes

and let me love you right

it's been that time

the time for us to heal

love me

hold me close

I promise I won't break 

your delicate heart

my soul is lifted

you have been nothing

but happiness

hel...

I am done.

finished with remembering

all the vile words you said

the fights, the lies,

all the sleepless nights.

I will not remember

when I awake in the morning.

I vow to solemnly put the past behind

for good, completely shut off

from my heart.

my soul shall no longer be tainted

by any memory of you.

for you do not belong there anymore.

we said our goodbyes and did no more

and no matter what you have to sa...

I have a confession. some people know. some might could guess. some might not know. I have been addicted to smoking for a little over a year now. I keep saying, "oh I will quit this time, for real!" I have kept repeating those words, only to fail again and again. but today, this day, I make myself not the promise to quit. but to take this addiction and for real, this time, give it completely to my savior! the giver of life and healer of my soul. if God can do anything, he can help me overcome...

the world, a strange array of darkness,

surrounds my every corner

permeating all my thoughts

my hopes and dreams of tomorrow

and in my sorrow I surely drown 

but here you are, you are here now

saving me from death

breathing life into my lungs

I thirst for your life 

I admire your inspiration 

you have come once more 

into my heart and 

changed this ugly human

recreate this filthy soul 

two different reasons.

two different beliefs.

with similar opinions.

which way is right

which is wrong.

shall they collide

and remain together?

or drift slowly apart?

go their seperate ways

though something brought

them together

can this work

or will it be over

drowning deep in the dark

bring me to life, bring me back

up to the light

once where I began

walking down this vacant street

hoping dreams come alive

praying so secretly

you will be revealed

and something keeps on calling me

but I won't turn my back to you

for there is no one else

no one but you

you and me

our hearts, our souls, our bodies,

beat together, as one.

I am yours and you are mine.

each part of who we are

mesh together and collide

creating something so beautiful

so magically pure

they will look and wish

what we have is theirs

so happy so lovely

I feel completely perfect

because you want me

because you love me

just the way I am

mistakes, flaws, ugly, bad,

no matter what

...

dance with me

slowly, steadily,

spin me around

so the world can see

that I am yours and only yours

sway to the music

feel the beating grow 

heavy in your heart

take my hand, 

place it in yours 

our eyes lock

and I am overtaken

the warmth feels so good

the stars all aligned

in perfect number

the moon glows 

all is perfect

in our world

fear has no invitation

I am...

I am awake, so wide awake

can't sleep for anything

seeing you in my dreams 

is so comforting

I do not desire to awake

please just lie still

so I can hear you breathing

inhale deeply 

I can smell the desire on your skin

taste the longing on your lips

my body relaxes

tension eases

as your arms envelop me 

so sweetly you whisper

so gently you touch me

and I am unraveling 

every det...

fists clinched

it is the first time, the last time,

I will feel this way

happiness came by for a visit

and remained a permenate resident

serenity decided to knock on my door

and offer a solace in my cold heart

a blessing in disguise

love has found my soul

parted lips, sealed with a kiss

devition and desire bring forth a destination

a passion has developed ever so deeper

seperating confusion and clarity

a story of ...