music+passion=love

Here I am again, here in this quiet moment. I haven't gotten the time to have one of these moments in a while. having a hard time breathing right now. this is hard. feeling like I can't go anywhere, do anything, without my physical issues going on. It gets so frustrating dealing with it all. this makes life so difficult to live at times. the physical pain is hard to ignore once it doesnt wanna go away. I struggle everyday begging to not have to deal with this. it isn't easy to explain to people so I typically do not say anything at all. I am here, longing to be healed, to be able to sleep again, breathe again, anything normally.