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Recently I found out I was pregnant.. September 2, 2014 was the day I held those two tests up, trying to let the reality of the positive lines set in. I was terrified and excited at the same time. would I really be a mom now? I did not want to get excited over nothing so I set up a blood test at the doctor and of course, it came back positive. In my mind all I could think was, is this really happening? After all this time, all these dreams, am I really going to be a mom? Fear began to settle in and I became afraid. What If I am not ready for this? Then again, who really is? I couldn't wait to tell my boyfriend. He was pretty excited himself. I am not thirteen weeks today and it has still slowly settled in. It still feels so unreal to me. I am going to be a mommy. I cannot wait!